So I haven't blogged in a while and I apologize... and I have no excuse, I'm just a slacker who got obsessed with Mafia Wars, Pirates and virtual farming. Just trying to escape real life I suppose...
I am tired of escaping! Every time I get really depressed, I hibernate. I go to work, I go home, I sleep, and I hide - until I stop being sad. But this time, I got restless in my hibernation. I want to get out and be part of the world. So now is the time that I stop hibernating and get out of the house (or at least let people in!) Maybe the difference this time is I have friends that are coaxing me out of hibernation. Maybe it's the meds. Whatever it is that is different this time, I hope it sticks around.
I finally feel like I can breathe. Literally and figuratively. My asthma is finally under control and I think I know what to do to keep it that way. Our finances are finally caught up. I am loving not having all the credit card bills and wondering how to pay this and that and the other thing. It is such a relief to be able to just have the current month's bills in front of you and know that there might actually be a little extra. Right now I feel very very blessed.
Also Skip and I are entering another round of baby-making :) Most of you know that I already have my 4 sweet angel babies, but this time, the doctors think that we might actually get to keep the next one (or ones). Yes, I have MS, but the neurologist says that pregnancy actually does good things for MS. Since your immune system changes when you are pregnant, your body protects itself and the baby, so most pregnant women have no MS attacks during pregnancy. And yes, I have the blood-clotting disorder, but apparently it is not as bad as it could be and I just have to keep taking my aspirin and folic acid to thin my blood and that should be no problem this time.
This picture is the catalyst for my latest bout of baby fever. Well this picture and the fact that it seems like everywhere I look there is another pregnant friend or friends with adorable children (and yes, I tagged you - send me some of the water y'all are drinking!). Anyway, this is one of my baby pictures and I love it. I love my mama. And I want to be one so bad...
I am tired of escaping! Every time I get really depressed, I hibernate. I go to work, I go home, I sleep, and I hide - until I stop being sad. But this time, I got restless in my hibernation. I want to get out and be part of the world. So now is the time that I stop hibernating and get out of the house (or at least let people in!) Maybe the difference this time is I have friends that are coaxing me out of hibernation. Maybe it's the meds. Whatever it is that is different this time, I hope it sticks around.
I finally feel like I can breathe. Literally and figuratively. My asthma is finally under control and I think I know what to do to keep it that way. Our finances are finally caught up. I am loving not having all the credit card bills and wondering how to pay this and that and the other thing. It is such a relief to be able to just have the current month's bills in front of you and know that there might actually be a little extra. Right now I feel very very blessed.
Also Skip and I are entering another round of baby-making :) Most of you know that I already have my 4 sweet angel babies, but this time, the doctors think that we might actually get to keep the next one (or ones). Yes, I have MS, but the neurologist says that pregnancy actually does good things for MS. Since your immune system changes when you are pregnant, your body protects itself and the baby, so most pregnant women have no MS attacks during pregnancy. And yes, I have the blood-clotting disorder, but apparently it is not as bad as it could be and I just have to keep taking my aspirin and folic acid to thin my blood and that should be no problem this time.
This picture is the catalyst for my latest bout of baby fever. Well this picture and the fact that it seems like everywhere I look there is another pregnant friend or friends with adorable children (and yes, I tagged you - send me some of the water y'all are drinking!). Anyway, this is one of my baby pictures and I love it. I love my mama. And I want to be one so bad...
Me and my Mama ♥
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