Monday, July 7, 2008

Identity Crisis

So at what point in your life do you get to discover who you truly are? And what defines you? Is it just my beliefs that define me? Is who I marry & my family & friends that define me? Is it my job? My hobbies? The church I go to? How I spend my money? 

I am going through a huge transition period right now. I hope my identity isn't linked to my job. I just recently had to list every job i'd had since high school on a job application & I didn't see a single one that I truly enjoyed. There were several that I liked in the beginning or had some good days but none that I truly loved. (Except for Stagedoor - after my initial homesickness freak out - but they are only open for the summer so that's not pratical.) Most of you know that I am trying to start a new career and a new life for my family in Sevierville. I do like this job - its a lot of fun & I get to talk to lots of people but I'm just not making much money. I feel like every job I like doesn't pay and the jobs that pay well I don't like or don't qualify for. My biggest wish is that SOON I find that job that fits - doesn't have to be perfect but a salary would be nice :)

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